the year its been

well the year has gone by pretty fast cos i dont seem to remember much from the previous 6  months.
had heaps of sacs and hwk :@, plenty of tough times but also some good times.
had a break up which was ok just a bit hard at first. but it was probs for the best.
3/4 of my must watch movies are gone. transformers was super dooper awesome. it was literally the perfect movie. just green latern to go
happiness in my life on a scale of 1-10 its at about 2 atm. :( im a 16 year old kid who is just unsatisfied with his life......
i hate how ive become the nerd..... :( i dont think i should have ever been cos 10 years bak. i would have definitely never thought i would become the brain i am today. i should have became the 'jocks' who was good at sport and just played games all the time. but ive become this.....i dont know if its a good or a bad thing, yet i wouldnt want to be like this for much longer. this year and hopefully only this year, i have given up my life, my time and i often think a lot of my friends just to become a better students. god i hope it will be worth it.
my friends mean the world to me but i have basically stopped really communicating with many of them. im just very gratefully how some of them are still my friends even, from what ive heard, the dick i have been. :'( sorry peeps
i can feel how so many of them are drifting away from my life :( and im just letting it happen even though i dont want too......

an end has finally come.....

:) sacs all done... for now.
relief is all i can say. english is always hard and methods was EPICCCCCCCCC.
honestly, not being arrogant or anything, but i dont think others can really get a good score it was that hard..... well i would be surprised if they do.
well apparently most of the year 12s got the sac outside of class somehow so it would probs prevent many of them getting 0. but i didnt cheat and i dont really know how i went. i think good....
but fergy is so strict and mean....wtf is with the sac. cheating for some would be the only way that many can even get a pass. but i hate how they cheat

well on another matter, i thought nobody cared about me.... :( cos on fb i didnt get any post for a couple of weeks now...... i told tom and said he would give me a sympathy post. then the next day he came to school saying that he couldnt post on my wall and that i needed to change my privacy settings AHAHAHAHA
phewwwwwww i really was well subconsciously sad, but this comes a little bit of a relief as well.
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Can it get any worse...

 SACS EVERY FREAKIN DAY OF THE WEEK...... english is always a killer for me :( methods is alright so far.
but the worst thing about this week is that everything that ive been watching is coming to an end...... IN THE SAME WEEK WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
bones is finishing of this week..... final episode until i dont know when...
castle is has finished as well.... and i think kate is dead :'(
how i met your mother is coming to an end.....mannnnnnn this sucks
the vampire diaries......... :( :( :( omg ffs this is terrible.
mannnnnnnn THIS IS THE WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE...... and its not even halfway yet
i think i should just keep it safe and stay in my room for the whole week lol
THK GOD that im recieving any sacs scores not in this week.
the week in hell........

first day bak

its been a while but first day bak and we did nothing..... first time ive actually had spares :D 3 of them hehe
good day

well ive  been thinking about me and school and what weve been through. its actually been pretty good to me and i have had a lot of success with it.
But now when i think about it, I have been very school orientated. i used to think that doing well in school was everything, maybe that was my parents fault, by them telling me how important it is and what they expect from me.
So now I actually have a different view on it cos there really is hardly any point to school except for it to getting me into uni. Its basically insignificant in life and that's probably what I've realised over the last few months. But somehow... this has only made me work harder LOL
Well doing well in vce wouldnt make much difference in my life, but i would make my mum really happy. And she is the most important person in my life so i just want to make her proud. But also I only get one chance at this, so might as well do my best and see what I can do.
My biggest dilemma is that I haven't got a clue what I want to do. I know my strength is in science and maths and my passion is for success and making a difference. So i want to do something like eg. a marine biologist or something like that. Something fun and interesting with not much work involved and actually making somekind of difference.
well thats what been on my mind~

day 2 of the return

i sometimes wish my life was just a little bit more interesting......
all i can think about my day was doin physics hwk for like the whole day......
oh and i watched essendon vs collingwood and we lost.....
man this sucks.....
i hate reflection on my day.....


hmmm lets think of something positive....
well school is starting on wednesday, oh wait thats bad shietttttt :(
on the other hand i do get to see my friends :D
there we go found something good

chaumander out

oh and dont read my old post cos its the old lame me
just to re-emphasise from yesterday

the return???

wow im lame. my post are so gay now that i look back at them..... so try not to read the old ones below

but life has changed so much for me since last time.
eg.
found some really close friends now :)
no more r/ship
hwk level is on extra extra high
heaps of movies
spending much more time with myself (being a loner)
surprising i feel extremely relaxed and chilled even with everything that is going on with my life
i feel better about myself, especially after somers camp cos i fell that i can conquer anything now
but probably the thing that has changed the most about me is that im being a lot more honest to myself. its hard to describe but i actually was a very naive person who really didnt know anything about myself. i was just a kid.
 Now, I have realised how much friends and family mean  to me.

And i have to be honest, but I do remember a time bak in yr 9 (i think) where i basically felt that i had no friends. i didnt think of it like that but i had no one to talk to or someone i even liked being around. but when i look back, i was genuinely sad. it must have been the toughest time for me in my life and i turned to studying to make me feel better. I did sooooooooo much kumon in that period of time, probably cos i was sooooooo depressed. In a way, that was good for me educationally, and it has been a good learning experience. So these days, and this might seem pathetic, but when someone considers me being a friend of theirs, actually makes me feel really good :D so thank you to all those people and u know who u are ;) I Love You <3 (platonically off course)

keeps getting better

lol got first actual paid today 145 dollars for the month of december YAY. and supervisor gave me ferrero collection chocolate. yummy especially the white one. so good. :) but all this chocolate is goin to make me fat so.... hopefully i can burn it off somehow. need to start excercising lol better start tomorrow if i can be stuff.

:D

:D what an awesome day so far :D :D
passed my VicRoads Learners Pemit Test whit a score of 94% at time 12:40:56 :D i did so awesome AND it was so freakin easy :D finished it in like 10 mins :D
being quietly confident i even straighten hair today just for the photo :D
AND  the best thing now is that i can drive MAHAHAHAHAHA everybody better watch out for me on the roads now =D
but what was even better was at 3:16 i officially finished kumon maths :D OH YEAH OH YEAH (8)
BEEN WAITING SO DAMN LONG FOR THIS DAY TO ARRIVE AND I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY HERE :D
YYAAAAAAAAAAYY.
AND GOT SPONSOR FOR THE LORD SOMERS CAMP ASWELL :D on the 8th-15th of january im gonna be on camp with tony :D
in RED group section B6 GO RED TEAM!! apparently its goin to be really competitive and hard. they had tried to pick only the fittest to go. and its goin to be heaps of fun where i shouldnt need to be worrying about anything :D
WHAT AN AWESOME DAY :D so far.
anyways off to work now
au revoir! :D

i wonder

i wonder if there are people out there who feel the same way as i do? or have ever felt like this. its the feeling of nothingness. like there is no point in life. im not talking about suicide or anything. just whats the point of life. why the hell am i hopefully going to try so damn hard to do well in vce. and this just gives me an emptyness inside that im goin to have no life for the nxt 2 years. whats there to look forward to? after vce, well hopefully i will be at uni and even there, i will be struggling with work and more stress :( is there a point for all this effort? i guess friends are keeping me goin :) and knowing having an education in life is heaps better than not having one. and im goin to be honest, maybe the feeling that u are better others? LOL or maybe i just like maths....
or is it the reward? recent achievements of mine that im goin to be bragging about for the nxt bit have been um:
3 awards on awards night :D maths accelerated, qwong lee dow and dux hehe
and thats it! lol thought there was more cos i havent blogged in over a month ahaha
well did get a trophy for kumon :P its so clear lol and nearly finished kumon too MAHAHAHA doin O193 as i typed :) hopefully can finish tomorz. OMG GONNA BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE TOMORROW depending if i finish or not. cos then technically i would be finished kumon :) even though there are still extension lvls to do T_T and teresa there are no O or completion test YIPI. well for me at least.

now back to why bother even trying in life. hmmm awards are good but not fulfilling. ummmmmmmm ambition? nope i dont even know what to do in life. omg ffs i dont even have any ambitions to motivate myself. i really wish i was one of those people who have a goal and know what they want to do in life. then i would be able to know what i have to do to get there and try hard to get there. all i know now is that i want to go to either melbourne or monash to study depending what happens in the nxt two years. melbourne and do bachelor of science for three years and then decide then to specialise in whatever i want to be. but i desperately want to go to monash. but if i go monash then i would have to know what i want to do. the courses are shorter cos i go straight into a course and monash is closer to my house if i plan to stay with parents. but if i go monash i would definitely know what i want to do. or else i would be just wasting my time there if i begin to change courses and stuff. then i would regret not goin to melbourne cos it would be about the same amount of time anyways and being better at the same time. im not goin to stick to a career if i dont like it and making sure of that. but getting into either of these schools would need a high atar score :@ which means i have to try really hard and should be the reason for my efforts in the nxt two years. :) but i wish i was at a better school cos it would just be heaps easier for me.. its goin to be so hard to even get a half decent score at dandy :S
well i guess i should start trying to try harder and just hope for the best in the future. (YN)

merry christmas everyone :)

:) exams over

OK EXAMS WERE FINISHED ON TUESDAY BUT I JUST GOT ALL MY RESULTS ONLY RECENTLY. and i guess i did alright, i thought i would do better in maths though, evn though it had my best score in it.
English 60/75 80%  A    (top of the class if purnoor didnt get higher than me_ :| this was a shock to me. i even beat elena....
Maths tech free-85/90 94%
          tech         91/100 91% (top of class but not so shocking) disappointed though cos they were so easy
                          A+
Biology 59/71 83% A      top of class but tom and mutaza got 88 and 89 in the other class
History 81% :)  A             didnt even study hehe
Science 100%  A               MAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA didnt even study

:D so happy but i have to continue it onto nxt year. 'great week for me but not so great for others' i think

this is the bad test that i 'must do' for teresa lol

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex. (on the cheeks?)
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn. (not mine I swear)
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone. (all the time, but its not my intention)
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.


1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. (cookie & cream J)
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar


1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish (this is a funny story)
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.


1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.(probably have but nothing too major)
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school. All the time this year
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.


1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger. (how else do u meet people?)
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

Grand Total: 25

If you have less than 10, write I'm a goody-goody
If you have more than 10, write I'm still a goody goody
If you have more than 20, write I'm average
If you have more than 30, write I'm a bad kid
If you have more than 40, write I'm a very bad influence
If you have more than 50, write I'm a horrible person
If you have more than 60, write I should be in jail
If you have more than 70, write I should be dead

:D IM AVERAGE AHAHAHA 

there was other stuff but not now... need to get bejeweled coins for teresa LOL

FOCUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

DESPERATELY NEED TO FOCUS. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE. EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK AND WHERE AM I-HERE!!!!!!

man i want to go emo for the nxt two weeks and get as much study in as possible. im probably not goin to do it but i can always try.

anyways paranormal activities SUCKS!!!!!! i was scared about being scared. but it was not scary at all..... man i wasted my money on a stupid gay lameass movie. but i was a bad day on sunday. well it was alright to get out of the house, but that was it. woke up with a sore neck, it was basically raining the whole day (or maybe it was only at the times i was outside), then missed the bus- had to wait nearly an hour for the nxt one. THEN, the bus driver hit some guy who was walking in front of it, and he got pissed and bent the bus's windscreen wipers LOL. wasted more time. arrived at fg at 11 20 but we were suppose to meet at 11. still..... then kim comes 37 minutes late TO HIS OWN BIRTHDAY....... missed the first movie so had to wait til the 1 20 one :( so then the crap movie. ran out of money literally. Went kim's house afterward and played cod for a couple of hours. left at 7 30, took a train. mum told me to get of at noble park....wtf but realise i was going to a party LOL the whole night she thought i didnt have school on monday so left at 11. Got home, no hwk done and screwed Yep :( Anyways Happy birthday kim and tony. hope u guys had a nice time on your birthdays!!

a couple of minutes wasted and slowly falling behind in kumon :( FKEN FOCUS STARTING NOW!!!!!

Starting over again again

FFS OMFG  skldfjls;kfjsdalkf;jsdkfljsajfalsdkfasdjlfskl;j; i decided to start writing im my blog again after a while, then after i had nearly finished all of it ( i actually wrote a lot) the internet restarts and i lose absolutely everything. :@ ITS JUST NOT MY DAY.

MANNNNN.... now i cant remember what i had written. :( well im goin to try my best to re-write it. i think i talked about my life being so damn boring LOL and that i was goin to delete my first 3 post cos when i read over it, even i was not interested in the slightest bit.... so now gonna try to make my blog a little more interesting to read. but im not actually sure how im goin to do that..... its probs gonna be as boring.

so the boring stuff first, passed the N test for kumon :) YAY i got group 2 (actually i didnt got group 3 but supervisor drew an ENORMOUS dot) :D

started work at kumon as many ppl would know. 5 bucks an hour :@ so shit always get told by eddie ' so in 2 hours u make 10 bucks ahaha i make more than u in 1 hour' I WISH TRAINEE JUST FINISHES AND I CAN GET A RELATIVELY DECENT PAY...

omg i just realized my life is all based around maths :| everywhere i go, everything i do and (all i ever think about) jks involves maths..... :( i reckon i will be remembered as the maths guy...
In 20 years time :
classmate 1: 'remember that guy that was good at maths back in high school?'
classmate 2: 'who? richard?'
classmate 1: 'oh so thats his name
classmate 2: 'i dont know'

and today norah wrote an essay which included me... and it was part of a sat.... wtf. it was in response to 'who we are is tested and proven when we encounter conflict'
and she wrote something about what would happen if u were to not study for a maths exam. she said 'there would be 2 outcomes: you either fail miserbly or get an extremely high score (in this case you would be richard chau)' something like that......

helena tells me about a maths joke pretty funny but she says 'the joke reminds me of u' :@ LOL

walking back from dandy, passing purnoor, elena and abby. purnoor and elena say 'all hail maths lord' lol but abby accidentally says 'all hail macbeth' LMAO

i get asked 'can u have to assist me with methods?' so many freakin time... im sorry but i cant help all of u dont have the time FFS. only some :) or come to the KUMON DANDENONG NORTH EDUCATION CENTRE just call 0425 744 202 a great place to go (y) if u want to learn some maths and english. dont go to any other centres just come here :) Kumon pursues the potential of each individual with the individualised, self-learning method. <- i made that up myself jks ;) but i can help u there. soz about the 100 bucks a month though

facebook page created by purnoor 'i suck at maths methods-nah jks im richard chau' had already 27 likes when i joined.....there was a couple of randoms too lol wtf

names i am called by (in order from most to less):
god of maths
maths lord
dick
dick chau
ribosome
tank
mr tank
dickhead
faggot
nerd
clok-uonn (how the wogs try to pronounce my viet name)
chau
richie
richo
rich
cuong
and richard
It would be nice if people would just call me by my name, that would be much appreciated or chaumander (Y) after my faviourite pokemon :)

anyways god of maths off to bed
nighty night