well the year has gone by pretty fast cos i dont seem to remember much from the previous 6 months.
had heaps of sacs and hwk :@, plenty of tough times but also some good times.
had a break up which was ok just a bit hard at first. but it was probs for the best.
3/4 of my must watch movies are gone. transformers was super dooper awesome. it was literally the perfect movie. just green latern to go
happiness in my life on a scale of 1-10 its at about 2 atm. :( im a 16 year old kid who is just unsatisfied with his life......
i hate how ive become the nerd..... :( i dont think i should have ever been cos 10 years bak. i would have definitely never thought i would become the brain i am today. i should have became the 'jocks' who was good at sport and just played games all the time. but ive become this.....i dont know if its a good or a bad thing, yet i wouldnt want to be like this for much longer. this year and hopefully only this year, i have given up my life, my time and i often think a lot of my friends just to become a better students. god i hope it will be worth it.
my friends mean the world to me but i have basically stopped really communicating with many of them. im just very gratefully how some of them are still my friends even, from what ive heard, the dick i have been. :'( sorry peeps
i can feel how so many of them are drifting away from my life :( and im just letting it happen even though i dont want too......
