keeps getting better

lol got first actual paid today 145 dollars for the month of december YAY. and supervisor gave me ferrero collection chocolate. yummy especially the white one. so good. :) but all this chocolate is goin to make me fat so.... hopefully i can burn it off somehow. need to start excercising lol better start tomorrow if i can be stuff.

:D

:D what an awesome day so far :D :D
passed my VicRoads Learners Pemit Test whit a score of 94% at time 12:40:56 :D i did so awesome AND it was so freakin easy :D finished it in like 10 mins :D
being quietly confident i even straighten hair today just for the photo :D
AND  the best thing now is that i can drive MAHAHAHAHAHA everybody better watch out for me on the roads now =D
but what was even better was at 3:16 i officially finished kumon maths :D OH YEAH OH YEAH (8)
BEEN WAITING SO DAMN LONG FOR THIS DAY TO ARRIVE AND I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY HERE :D
YYAAAAAAAAAAYY.
AND GOT SPONSOR FOR THE LORD SOMERS CAMP ASWELL :D on the 8th-15th of january im gonna be on camp with tony :D
in RED group section B6 GO RED TEAM!! apparently its goin to be really competitive and hard. they had tried to pick only the fittest to go. and its goin to be heaps of fun where i shouldnt need to be worrying about anything :D
WHAT AN AWESOME DAY :D so far.
anyways off to work now
au revoir! :D

i wonder

i wonder if there are people out there who feel the same way as i do? or have ever felt like this. its the feeling of nothingness. like there is no point in life. im not talking about suicide or anything. just whats the point of life. why the hell am i hopefully going to try so damn hard to do well in vce. and this just gives me an emptyness inside that im goin to have no life for the nxt 2 years. whats there to look forward to? after vce, well hopefully i will be at uni and even there, i will be struggling with work and more stress :( is there a point for all this effort? i guess friends are keeping me goin :) and knowing having an education in life is heaps better than not having one. and im goin to be honest, maybe the feeling that u are better others? LOL or maybe i just like maths....
or is it the reward? recent achievements of mine that im goin to be bragging about for the nxt bit have been um:
3 awards on awards night :D maths accelerated, qwong lee dow and dux hehe
and thats it! lol thought there was more cos i havent blogged in over a month ahaha
well did get a trophy for kumon :P its so clear lol and nearly finished kumon too MAHAHAHA doin O193 as i typed :) hopefully can finish tomorz. OMG GONNA BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE TOMORROW depending if i finish or not. cos then technically i would be finished kumon :) even though there are still extension lvls to do T_T and teresa there are no O or completion test YIPI. well for me at least.

now back to why bother even trying in life. hmmm awards are good but not fulfilling. ummmmmmmm ambition? nope i dont even know what to do in life. omg ffs i dont even have any ambitions to motivate myself. i really wish i was one of those people who have a goal and know what they want to do in life. then i would be able to know what i have to do to get there and try hard to get there. all i know now is that i want to go to either melbourne or monash to study depending what happens in the nxt two years. melbourne and do bachelor of science for three years and then decide then to specialise in whatever i want to be. but i desperately want to go to monash. but if i go monash then i would have to know what i want to do. the courses are shorter cos i go straight into a course and monash is closer to my house if i plan to stay with parents. but if i go monash i would definitely know what i want to do. or else i would be just wasting my time there if i begin to change courses and stuff. then i would regret not goin to melbourne cos it would be about the same amount of time anyways and being better at the same time. im not goin to stick to a career if i dont like it and making sure of that. but getting into either of these schools would need a high atar score :@ which means i have to try really hard and should be the reason for my efforts in the nxt two years. :) but i wish i was at a better school cos it would just be heaps easier for me.. its goin to be so hard to even get a half decent score at dandy :S
well i guess i should start trying to try harder and just hope for the best in the future. (YN)

merry christmas everyone :)

:) exams over

OK EXAMS WERE FINISHED ON TUESDAY BUT I JUST GOT ALL MY RESULTS ONLY RECENTLY. and i guess i did alright, i thought i would do better in maths though, evn though it had my best score in it.
English 60/75 80%  A    (top of the class if purnoor didnt get higher than me_ :| this was a shock to me. i even beat elena....
Maths tech free-85/90 94%
          tech         91/100 91% (top of class but not so shocking) disappointed though cos they were so easy
                          A+
Biology 59/71 83% A      top of class but tom and mutaza got 88 and 89 in the other class
History 81% :)  A             didnt even study hehe
Science 100%  A               MAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA didnt even study

:D so happy but i have to continue it onto nxt year. 'great week for me but not so great for others' i think

this is the bad test that i 'must do' for teresa lol

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex. (on the cheeks?)
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn. (not mine I swear)
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone. (all the time, but its not my intention)
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.


1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. (cookie & cream J)
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar


1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish (this is a funny story)
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.


1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.(probably have but nothing too major)
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school. All the time this year
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.


1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger. (how else do u meet people?)
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

Grand Total: 25

If you have less than 10, write I'm a goody-goody
If you have more than 10, write I'm still a goody goody
If you have more than 20, write I'm average
If you have more than 30, write I'm a bad kid
If you have more than 40, write I'm a very bad influence
If you have more than 50, write I'm a horrible person
If you have more than 60, write I should be in jail
If you have more than 70, write I should be dead

:D IM AVERAGE AHAHAHA 

there was other stuff but not now... need to get bejeweled coins for teresa LOL

FOCUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

DESPERATELY NEED TO FOCUS. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE. EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK AND WHERE AM I-HERE!!!!!!

man i want to go emo for the nxt two weeks and get as much study in as possible. im probably not goin to do it but i can always try.

anyways paranormal activities SUCKS!!!!!! i was scared about being scared. but it was not scary at all..... man i wasted my money on a stupid gay lameass movie. but i was a bad day on sunday. well it was alright to get out of the house, but that was it. woke up with a sore neck, it was basically raining the whole day (or maybe it was only at the times i was outside), then missed the bus- had to wait nearly an hour for the nxt one. THEN, the bus driver hit some guy who was walking in front of it, and he got pissed and bent the bus's windscreen wipers LOL. wasted more time. arrived at fg at 11 20 but we were suppose to meet at 11. still..... then kim comes 37 minutes late TO HIS OWN BIRTHDAY....... missed the first movie so had to wait til the 1 20 one :( so then the crap movie. ran out of money literally. Went kim's house afterward and played cod for a couple of hours. left at 7 30, took a train. mum told me to get of at noble park....wtf but realise i was going to a party LOL the whole night she thought i didnt have school on monday so left at 11. Got home, no hwk done and screwed Yep :( Anyways Happy birthday kim and tony. hope u guys had a nice time on your birthdays!!

a couple of minutes wasted and slowly falling behind in kumon :( FKEN FOCUS STARTING NOW!!!!!

Starting over again again

FFS OMFG  skldfjls;kfjsdalkf;jsdkfljsajfalsdkfasdjlfskl;j; i decided to start writing im my blog again after a while, then after i had nearly finished all of it ( i actually wrote a lot) the internet restarts and i lose absolutely everything. :@ ITS JUST NOT MY DAY.

MANNNNN.... now i cant remember what i had written. :( well im goin to try my best to re-write it. i think i talked about my life being so damn boring LOL and that i was goin to delete my first 3 post cos when i read over it, even i was not interested in the slightest bit.... so now gonna try to make my blog a little more interesting to read. but im not actually sure how im goin to do that..... its probs gonna be as boring.

so the boring stuff first, passed the N test for kumon :) YAY i got group 2 (actually i didnt got group 3 but supervisor drew an ENORMOUS dot) :D

started work at kumon as many ppl would know. 5 bucks an hour :@ so shit always get told by eddie ' so in 2 hours u make 10 bucks ahaha i make more than u in 1 hour' I WISH TRAINEE JUST FINISHES AND I CAN GET A RELATIVELY DECENT PAY...

omg i just realized my life is all based around maths :| everywhere i go, everything i do and (all i ever think about) jks involves maths..... :( i reckon i will be remembered as the maths guy...
In 20 years time :
classmate 1: 'remember that guy that was good at maths back in high school?'
classmate 2: 'who? richard?'
classmate 1: 'oh so thats his name
classmate 2: 'i dont know'

and today norah wrote an essay which included me... and it was part of a sat.... wtf. it was in response to 'who we are is tested and proven when we encounter conflict'
and she wrote something about what would happen if u were to not study for a maths exam. she said 'there would be 2 outcomes: you either fail miserbly or get an extremely high score (in this case you would be richard chau)' something like that......

helena tells me about a maths joke pretty funny but she says 'the joke reminds me of u' :@ LOL

walking back from dandy, passing purnoor, elena and abby. purnoor and elena say 'all hail maths lord' lol but abby accidentally says 'all hail macbeth' LMAO

i get asked 'can u have to assist me with methods?' so many freakin time... im sorry but i cant help all of u dont have the time FFS. only some :) or come to the KUMON DANDENONG NORTH EDUCATION CENTRE just call 0425 744 202 a great place to go (y) if u want to learn some maths and english. dont go to any other centres just come here :) Kumon pursues the potential of each individual with the individualised, self-learning method. <- i made that up myself jks ;) but i can help u there. soz about the 100 bucks a month though

facebook page created by purnoor 'i suck at maths methods-nah jks im richard chau' had already 27 likes when i joined.....there was a couple of randoms too lol wtf

names i am called by (in order from most to less):
god of maths
maths lord
dick
dick chau
ribosome
tank
mr tank
dickhead
faggot
nerd
clok-uonn (how the wogs try to pronounce my viet name)
chau
richie
richo
rich
cuong
and richard
It would be nice if people would just call me by my name, that would be much appreciated or chaumander (Y) after my faviourite pokemon :)

anyways god of maths off to bed
nighty night