the return???

wow im lame. my post are so gay now that i look back at them..... so try not to read the old ones below

but life has changed so much for me since last time.
eg.
found some really close friends now :)
no more r/ship
hwk level is on extra extra high
heaps of movies
spending much more time with myself (being a loner)
surprising i feel extremely relaxed and chilled even with everything that is going on with my life
i feel better about myself, especially after somers camp cos i fell that i can conquer anything now
but probably the thing that has changed the most about me is that im being a lot more honest to myself. its hard to describe but i actually was a very naive person who really didnt know anything about myself. i was just a kid.
 Now, I have realised how much friends and family mean  to me.

And i have to be honest, but I do remember a time bak in yr 9 (i think) where i basically felt that i had no friends. i didnt think of it like that but i had no one to talk to or someone i even liked being around. but when i look back, i was genuinely sad. it must have been the toughest time for me in my life and i turned to studying to make me feel better. I did sooooooooo much kumon in that period of time, probably cos i was sooooooo depressed. In a way, that was good for me educationally, and it has been a good learning experience. So these days, and this might seem pathetic, but when someone considers me being a friend of theirs, actually makes me feel really good :D so thank you to all those people and u know who u are ;) I Love You <3 (platonically off course)