Thursday, December 23, 2010
keeps getting better
lol got first actual paid today 145 dollars for the month of december YAY. and supervisor gave me ferrero collection chocolate. yummy especially the white one. so good. :) but all this chocolate is goin to make me fat so.... hopefully i can burn it off somehow. need to start excercising lol better start tomorrow if i can be stuff.
:D
:D what an awesome day so far :D :D
passed my VicRoads Learners Pemit Test whit a score of 94% at time 12:40:56 :D i did so awesome AND it was so freakin easy :D finished it in like 10 mins :D
being quietly confident i even straighten hair today just for the photo :D
AND the best thing now is that i can drive MAHAHAHAHAHA everybody better watch out for me on the roads now =D
but what was even better was at 3:16 i officially finished kumon maths :D OH YEAH OH YEAH (8)
BEEN WAITING SO DAMN LONG FOR THIS DAY TO ARRIVE AND I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY HERE :D
YYAAAAAAAAAAYY.
AND GOT SPONSOR FOR THE LORD SOMERS CAMP ASWELL :D on the 8th-15th of january im gonna be on camp with tony :D
in RED group section B6 GO RED TEAM!! apparently its goin to be really competitive and hard. they had tried to pick only the fittest to go. and its goin to be heaps of fun where i shouldnt need to be worrying about anything :D
WHAT AN AWESOME DAY :D so far.
anyways off to work now
au revoir! :D
passed my VicRoads Learners Pemit Test whit a score of 94% at time 12:40:56 :D i did so awesome AND it was so freakin easy :D finished it in like 10 mins :D
being quietly confident i even straighten hair today just for the photo :D
AND the best thing now is that i can drive MAHAHAHAHAHA everybody better watch out for me on the roads now =D
but what was even better was at 3:16 i officially finished kumon maths :D OH YEAH OH YEAH (8)
BEEN WAITING SO DAMN LONG FOR THIS DAY TO ARRIVE AND I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY HERE :D
YYAAAAAAAAAAYY.
AND GOT SPONSOR FOR THE LORD SOMERS CAMP ASWELL :D on the 8th-15th of january im gonna be on camp with tony :D
in RED group section B6 GO RED TEAM!! apparently its goin to be really competitive and hard. they had tried to pick only the fittest to go. and its goin to be heaps of fun where i shouldnt need to be worrying about anything :D
WHAT AN AWESOME DAY :D so far.
anyways off to work now
au revoir! :D
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
i wonder
i wonder if there are people out there who feel the same way as i do? or have ever felt like this. its the feeling of nothingness. like there is no point in life. im not talking about suicide or anything. just whats the point of life. why the hell am i hopefully going to try so damn hard to do well in vce. and this just gives me an emptyness inside that im goin to have no life for the nxt 2 years. whats there to look forward to? after vce, well hopefully i will be at uni and even there, i will be struggling with work and more stress :( is there a point for all this effort? i guess friends are keeping me goin :) and knowing having an education in life is heaps better than not having one. and im goin to be honest, maybe the feeling that u are better others? LOL or maybe i just like maths....
or is it the reward? recent achievements of mine that im goin to be bragging about for the nxt bit have been um:
3 awards on awards night :D maths accelerated, qwong lee dow and dux hehe
and thats it! lol thought there was more cos i havent blogged in over a month ahaha
well did get a trophy for kumon :P its so clear lol and nearly finished kumon too MAHAHAHA doin O193 as i typed :) hopefully can finish tomorz. OMG GONNA BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE TOMORROW depending if i finish or not. cos then technically i would be finished kumon :) even though there are still extension lvls to do T_T and teresa there are no O or completion test YIPI. well for me at least.
now back to why bother even trying in life. hmmm awards are good but not fulfilling. ummmmmmmm ambition? nope i dont even know what to do in life. omg ffs i dont even have any ambitions to motivate myself. i really wish i was one of those people who have a goal and know what they want to do in life. then i would be able to know what i have to do to get there and try hard to get there. all i know now is that i want to go to either melbourne or monash to study depending what happens in the nxt two years. melbourne and do bachelor of science for three years and then decide then to specialise in whatever i want to be. but i desperately want to go to monash. but if i go monash then i would have to know what i want to do. the courses are shorter cos i go straight into a course and monash is closer to my house if i plan to stay with parents. but if i go monash i would definitely know what i want to do. or else i would be just wasting my time there if i begin to change courses and stuff. then i would regret not goin to melbourne cos it would be about the same amount of time anyways and being better at the same time. im not goin to stick to a career if i dont like it and making sure of that. but getting into either of these schools would need a high atar score :@ which means i have to try really hard and should be the reason for my efforts in the nxt two years. :) but i wish i was at a better school cos it would just be heaps easier for me.. its goin to be so hard to even get a half decent score at dandy :S
well i guess i should start trying to try harder and just hope for the best in the future. (YN)
merry christmas everyone :)
or is it the reward? recent achievements of mine that im goin to be bragging about for the nxt bit have been um:
3 awards on awards night :D maths accelerated, qwong lee dow and dux hehe
and thats it! lol thought there was more cos i havent blogged in over a month ahaha
well did get a trophy for kumon :P its so clear lol and nearly finished kumon too MAHAHAHA doin O193 as i typed :) hopefully can finish tomorz. OMG GONNA BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE TOMORROW depending if i finish or not. cos then technically i would be finished kumon :) even though there are still extension lvls to do T_T and teresa there are no O or completion test YIPI. well for me at least.
now back to why bother even trying in life. hmmm awards are good but not fulfilling. ummmmmmmm ambition? nope i dont even know what to do in life. omg ffs i dont even have any ambitions to motivate myself. i really wish i was one of those people who have a goal and know what they want to do in life. then i would be able to know what i have to do to get there and try hard to get there. all i know now is that i want to go to either melbourne or monash to study depending what happens in the nxt two years. melbourne and do bachelor of science for three years and then decide then to specialise in whatever i want to be. but i desperately want to go to monash. but if i go monash then i would have to know what i want to do. the courses are shorter cos i go straight into a course and monash is closer to my house if i plan to stay with parents. but if i go monash i would definitely know what i want to do. or else i would be just wasting my time there if i begin to change courses and stuff. then i would regret not goin to melbourne cos it would be about the same amount of time anyways and being better at the same time. im not goin to stick to a career if i dont like it and making sure of that. but getting into either of these schools would need a high atar score :@ which means i have to try really hard and should be the reason for my efforts in the nxt two years. :) but i wish i was at a better school cos it would just be heaps easier for me.. its goin to be so hard to even get a half decent score at dandy :S
well i guess i should start trying to try harder and just hope for the best in the future. (YN)
merry christmas everyone :)
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